parallel universe

so things have a weird way of working out. what the hell am I saying? nothing has worked its way out yet…

living here is like a dream (though a good friend of mine would argue as he finds the word vacation more apt). was it anais nin who said dreams and reality are interdependent? it hits me every time i realize this is my life now. it flows with ease like water smoothing out bumps and rough surfaces that come along the way. if i give this up and settle back in the city, will i be able to wade gracefully back into the normalcy of things? or will i shrivel up like an old piece of grape, devoid of water and life and all sweet matter in between?

the thought makes me sink deeper into the covers, as if the universe under my blanket could provide me with answers.

14.01.06

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words move in mysterious ways. they alter your state of being and sometimes, the course of events.

just hours ago I got a peek into a parallel universe - and it became one of the best nights of my life.

thank you.

13.01.06

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rain will fall like tears tonight.

can the void within us ever be filled?

like a blank canvass, my mind still refuses to speak up. my heart is pounding silently. i knew the time would come, the question was when. today it obviously has.

just like that.

tell me – i fucking told you so.

12.01.06