hey,
it's so good to hear from you. you're such a sweetheart pretending to be concerned about me and all :)
well, sometimes i still feel lost. but there are so many instances that are just too good, you know? like one cloudless afternoon when i walked out the opera house after watching this divine play, i asked myself if this is it, the life that i want. if this is all worth leaving home and a so called career. and you know what, YES! it's all so worth it.
funny how i don't get homesick except maybe minutes before i fall to sleep. there's so much to discover i can hardly keep all the excitement in without bursting to pieces. i just keep thinking that hopefully one day, i can somehow share these things with my loved ones.
i may not find what i'm looking for here. then maybe i'll find it in europe! who knows?! we never really know where we're going, not until we get there. so don't worry too much.
there are times i think about the future, about settling down & how nice it must be. i don't think i'm really ready. not unless he's willing to go wherever this incredible wanderlust takes me.
i really really wish i can go there soon. then you can take me to tahoe, camping and yeah, shopping.
so is this white chick a one-off thing or are did you trick her into dating you? play safe cassanova.
take care yourself. and please, keep in touch.
hugs & one big kiss on the cheek,
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